Since I plan to revamp my journal... this post will be basically the top of my journal!  Ahaha! Though still I think this journal would still be 98% public! :D

Woot almost done! Wait for the completion of my LJ by next week! :D

Today I suddenly had this urge to stop listening to JE mometarily and go back to those music I love listening to from way back high school. Sometimes drama in the fandom is tiring.

ROFL. So again I dig my old but still favorite band Evanescence. Amy Lee's voice is so awesomesauce!
I have like all of their songs I know from the unreleased tracks to the last album I got "Open Doors." Gah I miss those classical rock, strong vocals songs so badly. Hmm... I dunno maybe the reason why I dig Baru's voice. What surprised me the most is that I still know the lyrics of the songs I always had on repeat mode before. I am singing and like my vocal chords are being torn. Ahahaha.

Are there any on my flist that can recommend this kind of songs? Rockish classical in any language possible...

Anyhow back to fandom... ROFL. Kat (katrinasacay ) made me wonderful banner! Yehey! I can't wait to revamp! :D

I wanna buying the eito singles. T>T But I am so broke... no I have money demo... RL priorities priorities. *torn* *cries*

So *sits on the corner and waits for my NWPD DVD and cries again.*

After a year and months of thought and bumming around but busy real life speaking I am finally determined within the month to revamp my dying LJ. *throws confetti*

Ahahaha. I hope that motivation does not go down the drain within the day. That thought occurred to me cause my LJ layout looked ancient and stagnant. I am hoping by doing that I will have enough motivation to write more things here and stop being lazy.

My list as to what I need for my account. LOL

1) Pretty layout and layout banner. Kat (katrinasacay) promised to make one for me. Yes? yes?! I know you love me! XD
2) ICONS. Ahaha, there are so many icons aroud to grab will do that maybe but I am aiming to make one my self. I need my yasuba fix.
3) mood themes. I want tose cutesy mood themes at the bottom of my post.
4) user profile layout. I need to update! I wanna be chic! LOL.
5) brilliant ideas for the side bars. I want gif and stuff.

After that layout and LJ talks I will go on the have this simple belated greeting post for Ryo!

OTANJOUBI OMEDATOU Ryo-chan! Sorry for the late greeting time and again. whats new?! Maybe another year ago I would not have this post for his birthday cause by that thime my appreciation of his is a little. *shot-d* But now I could come up of 3 reasons as to why I Nishikido Ryo is loved!

3) Brilliant actor. I do not need to say more cause eveyone knows how well he could act! I love him really in one liter of tears, last friends and I am dying to watch Ryusei Kizuna and the 24hrtv SP. I know I am so behind! 

2) Hardworking. I often wonder how he manages to be in two groups and like excel in both. I realized when I got into the eito fandom that I have neglected Ryo as a NEWS member and did not properly appreciate him as I appreciate the other members. Right now I come to realized the beauty of his manly voice and the meaning of his solos songs!  :Dv Also I love how shy he would be at times when he is in those embarassing situations and how hopeless romantic he is when it comes to love!

3) EYES. I already admitted my love for his eyes. I find it real pretty above all johnny boys! I dunno but that tearful looking eyes of Ryo makes me wanna cuddle him in my arms! LOL. *brick* So much of my PiShigeYasuba Love! Ahaha! 

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU SHIBUTANI SUBARU!

LATE...LATE...LATE... BUT BETTER LATE THAN NEVER RIGHT?! I don't think I have many words to tell why I love this man as the title says.

For now I only have 3 reasons for me to love Baru.

3. the voice. Well kanjani8 would not be any different for another JE band without him. I love his voice ENKA! Yehey! Though I am totally a Yasu bait fangirl Baru probably was one of the first vocals recognize cause its unique. When tadashi aka tegoyan_desu introduced eito I totally remember I told her "I like Baru's voice... it stands out!" :D Up until now I can probably go on and listen to his parts over and over again!

2) smexy smile and great facial expressions and lovely eyes! I know! I always have a fetish for great smiles and beautiful big eyes! Again another guy that can send shock to my system when he smiles! Dang it I cannot look away include that long tied back hair photoshoot and I die! Also his epic facial expression makes me laugh so hard it brings tears to my eyes! He blinks once twice with the stoic expression and then I LOL. Just too epic! Then here cones his eyes. I love the depth of his eyes and how expressive they are! Next to Ryo's" precious moments kind of eyes" (Yeah I admit I love Ryo's eyes the most in JE) LOL. I can say I love Baru's eyes 2nd best! :D

1) I am a YASUBA fan so I love Baru for loving my yasu boy girl. Wahaha,,, lame no 1 still yasu bias connected but yeah the idea that this two are the bestest friends If not married makes me appreciate Baru a lot! OMG... I know I flailed hard when I knew Baru sang watshi kagami! Well so much for that but I know I would love Baru to be my brother cause I think he will spoil me! Ahahaha! Baru be my older brother!

Baru! Please always be happy and I hope all of the best things in life come your way through the rest of the year! I am so happy to have known you this year! I am looking forward to loving you more in years to come!

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU YASUDA SHOTA! 

One year ago I would have never cared if its his birthday but well this year I never knew I would have another JE fandom other than NEWS. But yeah this guy baited me over the K8 fandom~ And I would always always be thankful to be in this new fandom! :D

So like the before when its my favorites birthday I do a little "what I love about them" post. 

( And here it is under the cut..  )

*fangirling mode off* 

 This entry is dedicated to one woman whose took a huge part in the Philippines demcracy.

( President Cory C. Aquino may your soul rest in peace as you reunite with husband Ninoy Aquino. Thank for this freedom we have right now.  )